This week has been hard on me. Let me give you an example. Tonight I got up to go to the bathroom and I fell to my knees in pain from a muscle spasm. I try to keep the kids in the dark about my ms but i could do nothing tonight.

This has been a hard weekend. But today is painful. There is a ball of fire in my right thigh. To top that, I have a very painful knot in my right shoulder blade. Lucky me.

I've had a hard day. Something concerning us my right hand and pinky finger is going numb. That's weird.

This weekend was rough. If I can just make it until November.

I  have figured out that there are good and bad things about Joe being home. He is stressing me out! The stress is bad for me. My head still hurts and my right hip is starting to make it unbearable to sleep at night. I know that I need medication for the pain but this is unreal!

My hip has been killing me. The rest of the pain i can deal with today.

Today is very rough for me. I woke up off and on from my legs having spasms. I was dealing with the screaming and whatnot but since the neighbors kid came over, she is causing the kids to scream and yell more. My head hurts in one spot and it is affecting my vision in my left eye.

Well to make matters worse, Kaylee my grand daughter, wrapped a robe around her neck and if i would not have reacted fast then she could have died. As you know, that sends a person's body with MS in shock. I'm light headed and my body is electrified with pain. I'm just glad she is going to be okay.

I didn't sleep last night. The pain in my right hip and thigh kept me up. I just want to stay in bed for the rest of the day but I have to go to work and help Joy. I have to force myself to keep going and there are times I want to scream out "I have MS!" Please let me just hibernate. I am just having a pity party.

My back is killing me and my legs and hips are screaming in pain. And even though I could get sick I held my daughter until she fell asleep. My daughter is running a fever.